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About tree things I was absolutly positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him - and I didn't know how dominant that part might be-that thirsted of my blood.
And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.- Bella Swan

"Bella, wenn ich dir je wehtun würde,
könnte ich mir nie wieder
in die Augen sehen.
Du hast ja keine Ahnung,
wie es mich quält."

Wieder schaute er
beschämt nach unten.

"Der Gedanke, dass du
bewegungslos,
blass,
kalt daliegst...
dass ich nie mehr sehe,
wie du rot anläufst oder wie
die Erkenntnis in deinen Augen aufblitzt,
wenn du mal wieder
intuitiv durchschaust,
dass ich dir etwas vormache...
ich könnte es nicht ertragen."

Er richtete seine herrlichen,
schmerzerfüllten Augen auf mich.

"Du bist jetzt das
Wichtigste
in meinem Leben.
Das
Wichtigste
was es je
gab in meinem
Leben."


Edward: Und so verliebte sich der Löwe in das Lamm.
Bella: Was für ein dummes Lamm!
Edward: Was für ein kranker, masochistischer Löwe!

Bella: Du weißt, sie starren uns alle an.
Edward: Nein, der da nicht. Der glotzt immer so.

Ich würde lieber sterben, als dir fern zu bleiben!

» Sterben ist friedlich leicht,
Leben ist schwerer «


Bella und Erdward

Könntest du dich wie ein Mensch benehmen? Wir haben Nachbarn ツ

Bella: Edward, ich liebe Dich mehr als alles andere in der Welt zusammen. Ist das denn nicht genug?
Edward: Doch es ist genug. Genug für alle Zeiten!

Du bist jetzt mein Leben!



Ich freu mich so auf 26.November !!!
Before you, Bella,my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything. - Edward Cullen

The End

Bella: Okay, let´s talk.
Edward: Bella, we`re leaving.
Bella: Why now?
Edward: Bella, it`s time. How much longer could we stay in Forks, after all?
Bella: When you say we-
Edward: I mean my family an myself.
Bella: Okay, I`ll come with you.
Edward: You can`t, Bella. Where we`re going.. it`s not the right place for you.
Bella: Where you are is the right place for me.
Edward: I`m no good for you, Bella.
Bella: Don`t be ridiculous. You`re the very best part of my life.
Edward: My world is not for you.
Bella: What Happend with Jasper- that was nothing, Edward! Nothing!
Edward: You`re right, It was exactly what was to expected. Bella, I don`t want you to come with me.
Bella: You.. don`t... want me ? Well, that changes things.
Edward: Of course, I`ll always love you... in a way. But what happend the other night made me realize that it`s time for a change.
Bella: Don`t do this.
Edward: You`re not good for me, Bella.
Bella: If.. that`s what you want.
Edward:This will be the last time you`ll see me. I won`t come back. I` wont put you through anything like his again. It will be as if i`d never existed.
Goodbye, Bella.
Bella: Wait !
Edward: Take care of yourself.
He was gone.
It was over.
Love, life, meaninig... over.

I`m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and i will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away.

Edward: Do you really have any idea how important you are to me? Any concept at all of how much I love you?
Bella: I know how much I love you.
Edward: You compare one small tree on the entire forest.
Bella: Impossible.


Jacob und Bella <3

He was my bestfriend,
I would always love him.
And it never
ever be enough.

Yeah, I miss you, too. A lot.
Doesn`t change anything. Sorry.
Jacob

He was everything. The piercing sunlight turned my eyelids red, and the color fit, matched the head. The heat was everywhere. I couldn`t see or hear or feel anything that wasn`t Jacob.
I`d been lying to myself.
Jacob was right. He`d been right all along. He was more than just my friend. That`s why it was so impossible to tell him goodbye- because I was in love with him. Too. I loved him, much more than I should, and yet, still nowhere near enough. I was in love with him, but it was not enough to change anything, it was only enough to hurt us both more. To hurt him worse than I ever had.

Bella: You don`t want me to be a vampire.
Edward: No, I don`t.
Bella: I was worrying about... why you feel that way. Would you tell me why?
Edward: You could do so much better, Bella. I know that you believe I have a soul, but I`m not entirely convinced on that point, and to risk yours.. For me to allow this- to let you become what I am just so that I`ll never have to lose you- is the most selfish act I can imagine.
I want it more than anything, for myself. But for you, I want so much more. Giving in- it feels criminal. It`s the most selfish thing I`ll ever do, even if I live forever.
Bella: So.. it`s not that you`re afraid you won`t... like me as much when I`m different-
when I`m not soft and warm and I don`t smell the same? You really do want to keep me, no matter how I turn out?
Edward: You`ll always be Bella, you`ll just be a litte durable.

Life sucks, and then you die.
Yeah, I should be so lucky. - Jacob Black

Alice Cullen: Geh mit Edward spielen. Ich hab zu tun.ツ

Big Day

All I really saw was Edward`s face, it filled my vision and overwhemed my mind. His eyes were a buttery, burning gold, his perfect face was almost servere with the depth of his emotion. And then, as he met my awed gaze, he broke into a breathtaking smile of exultation.
Suddenly, it was only the pressure of Charlie`s hand on mine that kept me from sprinting headlong down the aisle.
The march was too slow as I struggled to the pace my steps to the rhythm. Mercifully, the aisel was very short. And then, at last, at last, I was there.
Edward hold out his hand. Charlie took my hand and, in a symbol as old as the world, placed it in Edward`s. I touched the cool miracle of his skin, and I was home.
In that moment, as the minister said his part, my world, which had bee upside down for so long now, seemed to settle into its proper position. I saw just how silly I`d been for fearing this- as if it were an unwanted birthday gift or an embarrassing exhibiton, like the prom. I looked into Edward`s shining, triumphant eyes and knew that I was winning, too. Because nothing else mattered but that I could stay with him...
"I do," he vowed.
Mr. Weber declared us husband and wife, and then Edward`s hands reached up to cradle my face, carefully, as if it were delicate as the white petals swaying above our heads.
I tried to comprehend, through the film of tears blinding me, the surreal fact this amazing person was mine.
He kissed me tenderly, adoringly, I forgot the crowd, the place, the time, the reason... only remembering that he loved me, that he wants me, that I was his.

Renesmee Carlie Cullen ♥

Jacob: C`mon, Bells! Nessie likes me, too.
Bella: What .. did you call her? You nicknamed my daughter after the Loch Ness Monster?
And then I lunged for his throat.


You gonna back down so easy, little sister? Not much wild about you, is there?
I bet that cottage doesn’t have a scratch. Did Edward tell you how many houses Rose and I
smashed?
Emmett Cullen

Edward and I walked slowly to our room, swinging our arms between us.
"A night of celebrations," he murmured, and he put his hand under my chin to lift my lips to his.
"Wait, I want to try something," I informed him, smiling slightly at his bewildered expression.
I put my hands on both sides of his face and closed my eyes in concentration.
I felt the elastic recoil again as my shield fought to protect me. I had to strain to push it entirely away from me, it took all of my focus.
"Bella!" Edward whispered in shock.
I knew it was working then, so I concentrated even harder, dredging up the specific memories I`d saved for this moment, letting them flood my mind, and hopefully his as well.
Some of the memories were not clear- dim human memories, seen through weak eyes and heard through weak ears: the first time I`d seen his face... the way it felt when he`d held me in the meadow... the sound of his voice through the darkness of my faltering consciousness when he`d saved me from James... hid face as he waited under a canopy of flowers to marry me... every precious momemt from the island... his cold hands touching our baby through my skin...
And the sharp memories, perfectly recalled: his face when I`d opend my eyes to my new life, to the endless dawn of immortality... that first kiss... that first night...
His lips, suddenly fierce against mine, broke my concentration.
With a gasp, I lost my grip on the struggling weight I was holding away from myself. It snapped back like stressed elastic, protecting my thoughts once again.
"Oops, lost it!" I sighted.
" I heard you, " he breathed. "How? How did you do that?"
He was dazed. He blinked twice and shook his head.
"Now you know, " I said lightly, nad shrugged. "No one`s ever loved anyone as much as I love you."
"You`re alomost right." He smiled, his eyey still a little wider than usual. "I know of just one exception."
"Liar."
He started to kiss me again, but then stopped abruptly.
"Can you do it again?" he wondered.
I grimaced. "It`s very difficult."
He waited, his expression eager.
"I`ll be good," he promised.
I pressed my hands to his face again, hefted the shield right out of my mind, and then started in where I`d left off- with the crystal-clear memory of the first night of y new life... lingering on the details.
I laughed breathlessly when his urgent kiss interrupted my efforts again.
"Damn it," he growled, kissing hungrily down of my jaw.
"We have plenty of time to work on it," I reminded him.
"Forever and forever and forever," he murmured.
"That sounds exactly right to me."
And then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect piece of our forever.

the end